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14th-Mar-2026 11:36 pm(no subject)


I don't really make many fandom related posts, but if I do they will probably be public, but other than that I decided that I should keep my private life a little more private, so just leave me a comment as to why you want to add me to add you, then make sure you add me as your friend, and I'm sure I'll add you back.  Thanks!
5th-Nov-2014 09:02 am - ugh.
paramore
It's been quite some time... like years.

But I need somewhere to vent, even if no one reads it.  And I don't feel like handwriting in my journal.

Im sad.  Like, really sad.  Obvi, not suicidal because I'm just not that kind of person and well, things aren't even close to that bad.  However, I just feel sad a lot lately.  Sad that my mom is now married and treats me like I don't exist on holidays because I am her only family here and her husband has a VERY large family.  Sad that my boyfriend can't seem to believe that his ex-wife is not always full of good intentions.  Sad that I can't have children of my own.  Sad that I feel like I'm settling. Sad that I don't have more friends.  Sad that I never seem important enough to anybody.  And what's sad about that is, I know I can be happy.  I WANT to be happy... but I constantly have negative thoughts running through my head.

AND.
THEY.
WON'T.
STOP.

anyways, that's it for right now. just a few little thoughs <3
25th-Jan-2011 04:17 pm(no subject)
paramore
I've missed my journal and feel like I've been neglecting it for the past few years... boo on me :(

I really need to start updating and revamping my journal. Lets see if I actually make this happen, shall we?? ;)
10th-Apr-2009 10:14 pm - Dude...
paramore

There is a LJ app for the iPhone... That's pretty awesome IMO :) woohoo!

Posted via LiveJournal.app.

6th-Nov-2008 02:45 pm - Petition to re-open prop 8
paramore
This is a link to the petition to re-open prop 8 in California, please go sign it... or at least read the facts about it and then make a decision. Please don't just ignore it.

http://www.petitiononline.com/seg5130/petition.html
26th-Aug-2008 08:45 am - Birthday!!!
paramore

Happy Birthday Rachel (

15north)!!!

 

18th-Jul-2008 12:32 pm - Writer's Block: Your First Record
paramore
What was the first music album you ever bought or owned? Do you still listen to it or have you moved on?
I don't really have writer's block or anything, but I just thought... "hmmm... I can totally answer this question!"

I am almost positive it was No Doubt's "Tragic Kingdom", but there is a possibility that it was the Spice Girls' first album, I just remember them being my first two CD's.  I definately still listen to the No Doubt one, because it is a great CD, and I'll listen to the Spice Girls one every once in a while... it always brings back good elementary school days :)
2nd-Apr-2008 10:02 pm - Kiss my madagasgar fannypack!
paramore

I'm watching America's Next Top Model tonight and see a new Orbitz gum commercial... It has Percy Daggs III in it.

It really makes me sad in a way... anyways here's a link

Have a great night!

8th-Nov-2007 03:38 pm(no subject)
paramore


So yes, that one little thing was all I had to say :)
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